Bitterness is spiritual poison to yourself, your relationship with God, your marriage, your family, other relationships, and your witness.
It’s important to stop and take some serious time alone with God as soon as you notice bitterness or resentment rise up in your life. It is always a temptation. So pull out those weeds as soon as you see them.
Invite the Lord to show you the deepest motives of your heart and to give you His clear discernment, wisdom, and light to see what is going on. There are many things it could be.
11 MOST COMMON CAUSES OF BITTERNESS ON THIS JOURNEY
1. Do you have a saving relationship with Jesus Christ? Have you yielded your life to His Lordship and control? If you haven’t done this, you are trying to do this whole thing in your own strength and that will never work. This is the most critical decision of your life and is all that ultimately matters.
Please check out this post if you are not sure if you are a follower of Christ. https://peacefulwife.com/how-to-have-a-relationship-with-c…/
2. Is your husband actively sinning against you in a significant way? There is such a thing as righteous anger. It is appropriate to be angry at sin. But how you handle his sin is important and it can easily turn to sinful anger.
Is he currently involved in pornography, adultery, or abuse? Is he constantly harsh, angry, and controlling? Or does he have a serious issue like an uncontrolled mental health problem or a drug/alcohol/gambling addiction?
If there are major issues on his end you can forgive him with God’s power but you may not be able to trust him right now. And you may need some outside experienced, wise, godly counsel or other resources (medical help, police, etc…).
3. Or was his sin in the past and has he already repented but you are struggling with forgiveness? Forgiveness is something we do to honor the Lord and get rid of toxic things in our souls. It is not the same as trust. God can empower us to forgive no matter what our husband has done or if he is repentant or not. But if he has broken trust in the marriage, he will have to help rebuild trust.
4. Is there something going on with you physically? Are you experiencing PMS, PMDD, peri-menopause, pregnancy hormones, post-partum depression, inadequate nutrition, thyroid problems, side effects of a medication, severe sleep deprivation, or something else that needs to be addressed?
All of these kinds of issues can dramatically increase feelings of resentment and bitterness but the real root issue may be that you need to take better care of yourself or learn to recognize hormonal issues and deal with them properly.
5. Are you bitter because you have unrealistic or unbiblical expectations that you need to lay down? Unfulfilled expectations are a major cause of resentment. Could it be that your husband is not actually wrong, but just different? Do you need to understand masculinity and his unique personality and perspective better?
6. Are you listening to people (friends, mentors, or counselors) for advice who are against your marriage or your husband and who don’t want your marriage to succeed?
7. Are you being controlling or sinning against your husband in some way that causes him not to feel safe with you? Do you have pride in your heart you need to deal with? Do you think you should be able to make your husband do everything you want him to and resent that he has free-will? Do you expect him to always do what you want?
8. Are you taking your thoughts captive for Christ or are you allowing yourself to get sucked into a negative thought spiral of worry, fear, what-ifs, and anxiety?
9. Are you acting in your own strength and not in the power of the Holy Spirit? Are you starving yourself spiritually and not spending time with God in prayer and in His Word inviting Him to teach and transform you? It is impossible to live in the power of the Holy Spirit if you aren’t investing in your relationship with the Lord and you don’t spend time with God and feast on His Word.
10. Are you cherishing sin in your heart that is keeping you from having the power of the Holy Spirit? Are you opening the door to the enemy in some way and need to take care of that?
11. Could your husband, marriage, romance, your happiness, or something else be an idol in your heart? An idol is something or someone you put your faith in to meet your deepest spiritual needs for fulfillment, contentment, purpose, security, identity, and love other than God.
If you decide to try to follow Christ and obey Him so that you can get your idol, you will end up feeling resentful. No idol can ever satisfy. Only Jesus can deeply satisfy the greatest longings of our souls. If you realize your motives are to get something other than Jesus, repent and invite God to purify your motives and decide to do this journey for Jesus alone not to try to control or change your husband.
Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you. Eph. 4:31-32
There are other possible causes of bitterness, as well. You’re welcome to share others you see. And you are welcome to share godly wisdom the Lord has shared with you to help you find victory over bitterness in your life.
I pray we will each decide to ask God to help us to tear out every tiny shred of bitterness in our hearts and get rid of it all. It is poison to our souls and lives and it will destroy us if we hold onto it. God can heal us and transform us if we will but trust and yield to His love and goodness.
Much love, dear sisters!